October 15, 2005
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The stone grows old,
Eternity is not made for stones.
But I shall go down from this airy space, this swift
white peace, this stingy exultation;
And time will close about me, and my soul stir to
the rhythm of the daily round.
Yet, having known, life will not press so close,
And always I shall feel time ravel thin about me.
For once I stood
In the white windy presence of eternity.
Eunice Tierjens
I've thought it a fanciful illusion that the mountain has moods. But the longer I live here, the more I accept it as a matter of fact rather than projection. Pikes Peak doesn't care for the summer months. It grumbles and stares down at us, daring anyone to just think of mentioning the soft pink crown that emerges when the snow melts. It dares anyone who thinks that IT might be soft or pink, to just try hiking up through the Devil's Playground where the iron in the rock attracts electric current and lightning jumps from stone to stone like insects leap between the blades of grass down on the "fruited plain."
Now that Pikes Peak has regained it's snowy cap, you can sense the satisfaction radiating down. It stands tall and imposing again, pretending that summer pinkness never happened.
The changing light of day still bathes it in a rosy glow - just before dawn. But it's as though the mountain permits the softness only because it knows that so few of the people below will ever wake to see it in such undignified light.
I see it. But I keep the secret. Because I don't want to hurt its feelings.

Comments (14)
What a lovely description. That created a fantastic mental image.
That is a great photo. I remember talking to a native of the area near the TN/KY border who was talking about a landslide that had closed inter-state 75 near Jellico. "That mountain is alive and every once in a while they feel like moving." I guess you and he would get along very well in your beliefs about mountains. Cheers
Of course the mountains have moods...I've seen too many times the moods of the ones in NC, Tenn, and WV. If the sea can have moods, why not the mountain?
Great imagery, Pike's Peak as a big ole grouch...
I've forgotten what wonderful writers you and Faith (LovingMy40s) are. I don't read enough and I sincerely should.
This was an absolutely FANTASTIC description of a mountain. It reminded me of a Henry Thoreau Turned Carl Jung.
I have missed our chats about deep things. We lost the thread. I am grateful nonetheless for what you could give of yourself when I was in despair. I thought today about how a person I thought was my male best friend turned his back on me during that time. After a time, I was able to see that he could not be there for me; I had reached a threshold of some sort with him.
I hope you are doing well. Let me know by email would you? When you have a few minutes?
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Oh my! A slight gasp, at just the picture, slipped out. I just love mountains. I feel so much when I see them. It's difficult to put into words... but you did a great job!
Deb
Wonderful description. Makes me miss the mountains. Thank you.
James Joyce has perhaps the greatest illustration of eternity---
Eternity! O, dread and dire word. Eternity! What mind of man can understand it? And remember, it is an eternity of pain. Even though the pains of hell were not so terrible as they are, yet they would become infinite, as they are destined to last for ever. But while they are everlasting they are at the same time, as you know, intolerably intense, unbearably extensive. To bear even the sting of an insect for all eternity would be a dreadful torment. What must it be, then, to bear the manifold tortures of hell for ever? For ever! For all eternity! Not for a year or for an age but for ever. Try to imagine the awful meaning of this. You have often seen the sand on the seashore. How fine are its tiny grains! And how many of those tiny little grains go to make up the small handful which a child grasps in its play. Now imagine a mountain of that sand, a million miles high, reaching from the earth to the farthest heavens, and a million miles broad, extending to remotest space, and a million miles in thickness; and imagine such an enormous mass of countless particles of sand multiplied as often as there are leaves in the forest, drops of water in the mighty ocean, feathers on birds, scales on fish, hairs on animals, atoms in the vast expanse of the air: and imagine that at the end of every million years a little bird came to that mountain and carried away in its beak a tiny grain of that sand. How many millions upon millions of centuries would pass before that bird had carried away even a square foot of that mountain, how many eons upon eons of ages before it had carried away all? Yet at the end of that immense stretch of time not even one instant of eternity could be said to have ended. At the end of all those billions and trillions of years eternity would have scarcely begun. And if that mountain rose again after it had been all carried away, and if the bird came again and carried it all away again grain by grain, and if it so rose and sank as many times as there are stars in the sky, atoms in the air, drops of water in the sea, leaves on the trees, feathers upon birds, scales upon fish, hairs upon animals, at the end of all those innumerable risings and sinkings of that immeasurably vast mountain not one single instant of eternity could be said to have ended; even then, at the end of such a period, after that eon of time the mere thought of which makes our very brain reel dizzily, eternity would scarcely have begun.
Thats a wonderful analogy of a mountain.
Beautiful poem too.
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