Taking Care of Momi
I'll warn you now - this is a sentimental post so if you're in a cynical mood and wish to preserve it, you might want to skip Q-momi today.
One of the things that has surprised me most about my sons is how much they want to take care of me. I will confess that I have had certain stereotypes of what male children are like and at every stage my kids challenge me to rethink, and revise my narrow views. I grew up with "girl" toys, playing with dolls and doing the streotypical female child thing, where I role-played being a Mom. I thought it was the girl's job to nurture and the boy's job to make loud noises with cars. (My kids DO make machine noises as they play.) But they are also very nurturing of themselves, each other and of me.
I'm not feeling well today. I had a bit of headache and sore throat last night so I took some cold/flu medicine that pretty well knocked me out. This morning I didn't want to take that stuff so I took something different that didn't make me drowsy, but also didn't do much for alleviating my symptoms. So I have a terrible headache and cough in addition to congestion and sore throat. The boys of my stereotypal expectations would not have noticed. But my kids did.
Michael's teacher stopped to talk with me as she was delivering the kids to their parents after school. "How are you feeling?"
I was a bit surprised because she's usually in a hurry and never initiates a conversation. I gave her the polite response, "Fine, thank you, and yourself?"
But she pressed me, "No, seriously, are you feeling better?" Now I was really taken aback.
I answered her more honestly. "I've felt better, I'm afraid I'm catching something nasty."
She nodded. "Michael has been very worried about you today. He told me at least three times that he was planning to cook dinner tonight so you could rest. Does he really do that?"
Yes, Michael really does that kind of thing. He had his menu all worked out and told me on the way home that as soon as we got here, he wanted me to lie down and not worry about him and Tucker. He said that he had already finished his homework because he knew that he would need to be done with it if he was going to make dinner.
Okay, I had a phone conversation with a friend in which I said that I was thinking I'd let Michael take over dinner tonight because I know he likes to cook and he hasn't had much chance recently. But to hear from my son that he had already thought about this and planned to do it ... I was amazed, and touched. He's nine! My expectation is that he should be concerned with childish - boyish things, Yu-Gi-Oh, hot wheels and the like. I am not ashamed to admit that it made me tear up a little to realize how much he had worried about me today. I asked him why he was so concerned. I mean yes, I don't feel well, but I don't have anything really serious, it's just probably a cold. He told me that he knew last night when I didn't finish my dinner that I was really sick because he had noticed that I didn't eat lunch and I should have been hungry. Come on, tell me ... is this normal? Do other kids pay that close attention to their Moms?
It wasn't just Michael. Tucker drew me a special picture today to cheer me up. And speaking of Tucker - he made first grade SuperStar today. He was thrilled, I'm thrilled. His teacher was thrilled. We all did a little happy dance for my baby who is trying really really hard to get this school thing. But I didn't need to see the sticker to know that Tucker AND Michael are SuperStar kids. I don't know everything that will happen to us over the next year. But I know that we are all going to take care of each other, and it's gonna be all right.
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